i told her i did it on the oven, it’s obvious it wasn’t done on the oven, i told rowan i was playing a game, he laughed and said he wanted a game, i couldn’t.

my blisters got pulled off today, it hurt, but the lines in between them are clearing up a bit, so it’s ok.

i hope it doesn’t scar, i can’t hide these like i am forever.

before when it was every few weeks, it was ok, 8 scars, i ave excuses for those, but if i keep going like this, peopleare going to know.

people can’t know, jaden doesn’t self harm, jadens happy, jadens chirpy, jaden doesn’ care he does what he wants.

jaden doesn’t feel depressed, he doesn’t cry him self to sleep, his most prized possession is probably something like a jacket or ed hardy top, not a ragged, tears tained old letter from his ex, jadens not that sort of guy.

only you know me, only you.

i told kath that, she didn’t like it, but it’s true.