so i’mlayed there, with this loooong coushin, hugging pretending it’s her, not you this time, it was her, ‘her’ is the code name foranother girl asof now.

and neither follow this blog any way so it doesn’t matter.

any way so yeah i’m layed there hugging it, and it has a crease and it’s like her nose against my nose, it’s so cute, it’s like she wasn’t even their except it still made me feel like she was there, it still gave my chest butterfly’s and made my belly light. any way yeah this crease waslike her nose, and it was like we waslyig face to face with her. and i ket on wanting to kiss her, and then i was like falling asleep, so i was half awake and i sorta tried to kiss her subconsciously and i did and it was still just a fcking coushion and it woke me up and i wasall like fuuuuu.

so i got the cushion and brought it upstairs to sleep with. hopefully it wil transform into her over night, and then when i wake up and look in her eyes and finally kiss her tender red lips. and then fallback to sleep with my arms around her, keeping her safefrom the bullshit outside, it would be me, and her,that is all we would need, we’d be happy.

so now i’m watching men inblack 2 with my cushion. i might marry this cushion.