FFS
i can’t even explain, i’m not angry, i’m sad, for the first time in so long.
if this house burnt down, i wouldn’t move, i’d sit here and write about it.
reuben said i should go to the doctors, i think that’s the 4th person to tell me to, so i guess i will.
i don’t want to.
i have this sound, resounding through my head, and it won’t go, and i know i’ll have one of those dreams tonight, if i ever get to sleep.
