i felt so fucking usless
all i wanted to do was help and i just couldn’t, i’ve never not been able to help before, there was nothing i could do, at least nothing i could see i could do, and i know there was something i could, otherwise you wouldn’t of texted me, but i couldn’t see it, you should ofotldme, i feltlike a dude with no legs, you should of helped me help you,then i would of done.
there”s one person i’dwake up for at anytime andleave to look after, to make feel better.
the only person who could say ‘i’m bored come see me’ and i’d come, because we get on, more than any other person i know, butmostof all, the only person who i’dlet dip a spoon in my pot of nutella